late2018-2019 trash

aka i forgot i have a blog. hi. i was reading older posts and god, i miss the older me. whatever happened to my personality. :/ 

adulthood is realizing everything is trash and yall ded, so :( but oof. theres a TON of sik ideas i have here, and i still mean to one day, finish SotS. and reboot it. so! <:)

SO:

some ponies u-u idk. not drawin em much lately

my troubled son ;-; 

oof i miss sots so much, it needs a revamp the entire thing. i'll have to get to that

de boi, helm ;-;

APRIL:

missed my bois ya know

and now i messed their designs up

cant draw horses no more ;(

arawn redesign or smth u-u

actually maybe i'll make Lenore the mc in the reboot in arawn is this ghost boy who comes over and helps her or smth

like maybe hes still her brother but he turns into a dion slave.

idkkk ; ;;; HMMMM

June

wanted to design a horse w piercings and ;-; 

she's an appy.

cant wait to get these siblings back in action (:< hehe. 

arawn is now super fluffy despite his condition, and lenore got some cute pink on her nosie ;-;

sahail is, sahail i guess

                                                   July 

if anyone's wondering the reboot script is being made at a molasses pace :') cries. and still too many holes i need it to be perfect. but i missed these dads.
helm is the mood when cramps get to dangerous levels, and sputty is the mood @ work

his eyes are reminding me of that alien from lilo and stitch but idc they look sik

september:

cant draw horses no more lol

i thought about it and i dont really like the belt idea. where would they get the fabric? how would they make it work? nah. maybe instead they just carve holes into the horses and stick in the magic power rock thingy. idk. i hope this doesnt make it all steven universe-y lol

civilian millions

June:
i dont draw anymore how are yall :)
nah i actually have a bunch of stuff i drew in june but im too lazy rn to look through my files so posting them gradually later :u idk

I AM NOTHING WTIHOUT PRETEND IM NOt
i miss my honeys helm and sput oml cmon. need to get back to it :u
also the sots blog needs a desperate revamp. also im thinking of working on arawn's personality.
also arent there too little ladies in sots? :( it sad man.

guess whos back baby!! im excited to be working on my favorite story again ;-; dies

my age-old character, titan. i get this dumb jolt feeling when i draw him, probably bc i made him up in my 12-13 yr old years and took literally all my frustration out on this poor character. lol. like yeah, things were pretty bad, i'd say 2013 was the worst year of my life so far bc my mom was sick as hek and almost died if they didn't take her to the ER just in time, dad was pretty much toxic as usual and whooped us regularly for the tiniest of reasons, made for a pretty bad atmosphere for 13 year old me i guess. 3: those slimy feelings come back when i draw titan, its funny how we associate things with feelings for a certain time in our lives. ;-; this character helped me cope so much, idk what i'd done without him. so ya, my old buddy titan :') idk, just remembering :u dumb stuff.

good daughter :)

wat sputty

helm y u fat bro

                                        July

honey

tbh i forgot when i drew this but i think it was supposed to be Tempest from that MLP movie

                                      August

gross what is that !

wow i haven't drawn horses in dEcadES

ikr, same, guy 

September:

surprise surprise !!

i know nobody looks at this blog anymore, but yeah ;-; neglect and lack of time.

look at this old gem i dug up! and that comic holy cow did we do good trash on scratch. miss those days :( https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/27034737/

hey maybe i should post it there too.

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October:

im pretty sure i started this around september or august? idk forgot . but ye not sure if i'll finish it

a beautiful man for october :')

n ostalgiaaa idk

its titan and vulture. i think that story sucked but it coulda been something. ;u vulture is the best ok

November:

on the other hand i've been thinking of buying some sick clothes (yeah, watch me get money for them! cries) and do a photoshoot with my horse(s) and chicken luv (oh dang nvm that stupid bobcat killed her today. whywhtywhyhtht of aLL the chickens you had, you had to take HER. im gonna dek)

but ya, gonna try an outfit post, maybe. when i get fit enough, rn im too ugly and fat and i dont have nice clothes and suspenders :(

its ded fam ('18 post)

I promise I'll reply to things soooooonnn I'm months late :( work's been hard and i've been really lazy. i feel bad for keeping things off this long

(on another note - I finished another story. yeah, i know. lol. piling more work over my already stretched schedule, but it's done now so. ;-; I'll get back to replying soon! especially @ Kenza because dude, I'd abandoned you. :( 

Here's the link if anyone's interested. It's a draftdraft at this point, but im planning on re-writing it in like two or three years. lol. idk. but yeah, if anyone's interested, but it's super long, so obviously at your own risk. x_x

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1iHM6JBn3XZHRM7lFEot8Mh0OxXx0IwA_6C3w978CDZg/edit?usp=sharing

haven't drawn horsies in a while, so i did a warmup featuring Bru's Bogatyr ;-; i was trying another palette, and i didn't think it fit any of my characters also, it's kinda a later b-day present for Bru. So yeah. xD i dunno. the colors are a bit weird because of the palette. ;-;

see i cant draw anymore. also, i think i'm going for 3-4 months at a time per post cause i'm not drawing too much lately. :/ sighs.

idk trying another color palette this is a super random bored sketch

                       guess who's FINALLY drawing a page again ;-;
also, i like how in this revamp, dion gets kinda a front seat. xD it'll be a twist from the draft - thats fo' sure. ;)

a cute happy king dion sketch :) cuz i like 'em. everyone thinks hes a heckin horrible monster, but he's just a coot void dummy. lol. idk

lenore bowing against her will or something. :( 

idk i like how her mane turned out here 

                                                               a little hilt icon idk

                                                                  a sput in the desert

an alia in the willows broken

                                                          yay guess who got off their lazy butt
                                                                February:

im just sad i dont update this blog much anymore ;-; sad.

anyway it my fav, alia. im excited bc she's coming at the end of chapter 6 (lol thats why im actually WORKING on pages lately. )

look at this sad sideburn dood :(

haven't drawn a good helm pic in forever. xD so. i miss him :( the new layout isn't giving him much focus (which isn't bad but i mean - i miss him! LOL.) good boi helm.

MARCH:

alia 

a sahail sketch i didnt finish 

you know what im really out of practice :/

s w eet pallettes ;;

tfw you're the only sane kid and all your brothers aint real

i drew this like ten decades ago, i was reading an old story i wrote when i was like 11 or something

the MC kept hitting on the monster villain lady it seemed i mean wth how many times do you have to call her pretty and bewitching. ok

she got pink eyes.

idk, alright. idk.

lol

April:

God, i miss sots to stinkin' DEATH hi

May

guess who!!

actually its so obvious i havent drawn horses in 10 decades :u but HEY i want to do this thing!

hi i draw horses sometimes :)

(i think i'll be getting back to my comic real soon my hiatus on it has been crippling, man :( i love my story. really want to finish it.)

dion redesign (lol kill me)

if she didn't

dion and the old Ashk queen (arawn's great-something granny) some centuries ago. he gets a beard at some point (bc i say so, ok. he looks sik with it.) 

anyways i hope to get back to my hekin comic sometime in june, i want. to finish it. its been decades. ;-;

these two won't be on good terms. :(

rip this blog tho.